Longed-for Returning

Blending thoughts

Whisper 

C o u r a g e

I want you to bounce

Into familiar revival

I know that it was a long time

Since you felt the family touch

They are

Holding 

Clasping 

Your being

Your heart

Stay brave

Stay strong 

Stay valiant

They are aware 

Of your power given back 

With the magic breath

Feel transformed

Feel well

You are admired 

You are assisted

Gentle touch

And you step 

One more time 

Into well known 

L a n d

Delightful Treasure

you brought the most pleasurable 

peace into my heart 

you whispered with golden hue of 

eternal wisdom and charm 

I sashay in the garden of eternal life

the trees gently brush my skin in delight 

I know how to move 

I know how to step

each and every pace with you

through fire

in fire

I am allowed to show the presence

of the will of your mind

your wisdom is beyond all 

your eyes are patient and wise

I adore the way you teach

you guard

you are

your everlasting allurement

please stay this way

stay like that

...

Unexpected Exchange

I ask you why you disappeared at the moment 

I created your most beautiful presence
You marked my soul and you just left

You asked me to shine

To don't be afraid

To know that I am safe

To know that the way I radiate

It truly affects the others 

You came to me through your 

squirming

bending

twining 

move

...

I found you in 

the susurrus of blooming trees

I found you in 

the garden of inner tenderness  

...

and you are again 

I am delighted 

I am enchanted 

I am giving my acknowledgment 

Secret Touch

I ask you for help 

How to ground 

My body and heart at once 

I ask you for advice

How to live in the full moment of NOW

I declare to follow your steps

If I can

If this is safe

You know me so well

You know my breath

You know my way

To see clearly 

To see clairvoyantly

To see precisely 

Leave this fear

Leave this hesitational thing 

Just  l e a v e 

Observe nature

Observe the signs

All is given for us

To live in unison with our-higher-self

All is within 

And nothing is without

The Affair of Caterpillar

if I tell you that there is something 

knocking within my head

then I try to remember what is left from 

the last time you were with me 

t h e r e

I come back and flow 

with the windblown thoughts 

behind the scenes 

of what is real and what was gone

...

just like that 

if I tell you that all these past episodes 

are still alive and they are beating

b e a t i n g

within the heart, painful sometimes

...

how much embraced the history 

of what is true 

of what is that fact

and now I ask -- how?

how it affects us

affects our life 

breathe and know 

that the answers will come 

will be revealed 

in the most unanticipated time