The Affair of Caterpillar

if I tell you that there is something 

knocking within my head

then I try to remember what is left from 

the last time you were with me 

t h e r e

I come back and flow 

with the windblown thoughts 

behind the scenes 

of what is real and what was gone

...

just like that 

if I tell you that all these past episodes 

are still alive and they are beating

b e a t i n g

within the heart, painful sometimes

...

how much embraced the history 

of what is true 

of what is that fact

and now I ask -- how?

how it affects us

affects our life 

breathe and know 

that the answers will come 

will be revealed 

in the most unanticipated time